its weird looking back at all these posts seeing how happy i was with you and how i loved you more than anything in the world, when youre no longer in my life. i wish you were in my life and it makes me sad thinking about how great it used to be. why did this happen?
february 4th, 2012
today was a fantassttticccc day <3 i wish i wasnt on my period tho. i wanted to have sex soooo baddd…..oh well i suppose….today was still amazinggg in so many ways. i loved falling asleep in your arms and waking up there too<3
february 3rd, 2012
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i hate dumb shit…especially when im pmsing…cuz first i get pissed at youuuu. and then i get sad we’re fighting……wwaaahhhh
January 30th, 2012
everytime im with you i just fall even more in love. i love you holding me, and kissing me, and everytime you touch me. every touch means something and is so intense. its crazy how much i care about you. it scares me so much since ill be a senior next year and need to be thinking about college, especially since youll only be a junior, so ill have to go to college without you. im wearing your sweatshirt right now and it smells like you. it comforts me so much. i love your smell <3 i love everything about you. this isnt some stupid teenage relationship thats gonna end in another week. this is the real deal <3
